I woke up from sleeping at 2am.
As I considered what dreamworld I left, I recalled different scenes so as to commit to memory. More water elements were involved in the dream. A shower, a pool and in the same dream, big crowds of people, most of whom were… waiting. Something like scenes from an airport near the gates. People waiting for…something and that something would then mean movement. It was more “gym” than airport though in its feel, but most people were inactive for some reason.
My eyes were open as I recalled these dream details, I was wide awake. I remember taking a couple of deep breaths, and then pretty naturally, found myself recalling the events of the prior evening where President Trump was shot: I had been sitting at my desk working when our daughter Lauren called, and asked me if I had heard what had happened a few minutes prior. I had not. When she told me, I felt very little surprise. Certainly no shock. Mostly I felt – sadness and a feeling of history continually repeating.
After remembering the evening prior, I closed my eyes, simply thinking to return to sleep. I was wide awake however and didn’t know if I was going to be able to drift off or not. And that is when this very interesting thing happened.
With my closed eyes, I saw, just like a video screen, actual visual images of some “scenes” of a crowd. I was very surprised. This was NOT “in my mind’s eye” I watched moving scenes, like projected images on the inside of my eyelids. I spend an inordinate amount of time as a Quantum Healer and teacher teaching that very few people “see” images like this, in regressions, in daydreams or such, some do, absolutely, but most images are “in the mind’s eye.”
These were like video clips. But they were black and white and they were NOT high resolution. They were somewhat grainy like older film camera footage. There were about 3 scenes. One, a wide shot, the second was a tighter shot showing fewer people, and the third was wide again, and somewhat panning. Still surprised, and very awake, I opened my eyes. “What was THAT?” I took a few breaths.
I closed my eyes again and the same scenes showed up again. Another surprise. But this time, I realized, just like someone editing a video in a software program, I had the ability to control what and how I saw the scenes. I could stop the clip. I could zoom in on the clip. I could reverse the clip. I could look at each frame of the video individually! What? More surprise and more wide awake energy came with this experience. I decided to close my eyes again and zoom in and look at the individual frames of the sequences.
Pretty obviously the footage was from the shooting and President Trump. But nothing obvious visually at all jumped out at me as I studied the frames. The only obvious thing to me was that it was indeed scenes from the event. Frankly, rather than the world-shifting subject itself, the fact that I had this experience, and could control the imagery I was seeing frame by frame, was the overwhelming part of the experience.
My guides, including Dolores have provided some clues that I have been able to receive, those clues go all the way back to some of my very earliest life memories. One of them is a memory of when I was 27 months old, watching the adults around me as they watched the big black and white TV set of the News of President Kennedy’s assassination. Another is the “frame by frame” analysis of the Zapruder film that captured that event. Interestingly the original Zapruder film is color, but my own personal memory is of the published black and white stills. Which fits in terms of most people’s original experience of seeing these images for the first time in Life Magazine a short time after the event.
I can see my Mama looking at the magazine and those black and white still images, as it sat against the backdrop of a table we used to have in the house. It was low to the ground, it was an Asian brass table set upon wooden legs.
I am still decoding it all. I hope to learn more in the near future. I find myself wondering what sorts of things have others experienced, leading up to and around this historic event. Please do comment and let me know.
